I was in our living room laying down on a air mattress cuddled up with Shortie.

Seems like she was having some problem and just needed a place to stay.

I held her tightly in my arms while she was upset and crying.

She asked me for my phone and showed me a trick that I'm able to check my wife's email without her knowing.

I then did her better and showed her that I'm able to find her location from the app "Find iPhone"

I checked over the blanket and turns out my wife was laying down comfortably on a chair.

I ask if she was cold and wants a piece of our blanket. She gladly said yes.

Before I knew it, half the blanket is gone because it was on her.

I just went ahead and gave her the entire blanket and got a new one for us.

We fell asleep and few minutes later. Shortie woke me up telling me she heard something!

I told her she was just imagining things and to go back to sleep.

A few minutes later, I also heard a voice!

It was a scary old lady voice, whispering "Where's Evelyn?"

"You're going to die today"

I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't.

Through my close eyes, I was beginning to see the room but only Sephia color.

With Shortie trembling scared still in my arms, I held her even more tightly trying to protect her.

I tried to look around and locate where's the voice is coming from. But she was nowhere to be found.

Then room is beginning to blur to black and in panic, Flailing my arms all over the place like I was shooing a fly.

I yelled "GO AWAY!! Nothing is going to happen!! GO AWAY!!"

That's when I woke up and realize I was having a bad dream with my left hand still out flailing around and my right arm hugging a pillow tightly.  Looked for Shortie and realize she not there.

I get to celebrate it at home and my family. High fiving my boys and lifting them up and spinning them around with excitement. It was fitting the Jonah was dressed as a crazed SF giants fan in Halloween. He was dressed in Orange and Black, face painted in Orange and with them theme this year as "FEAR THE BEARD". Jonah also has a beard of his own and everybody loved it when we were out Trick or Treating.

Did not have a good night sleep last night. I dreamt that I was Neo from Keannu Reeves movie "Matrix"

It was actually all weird!! I was with Rachel Weisz from the movie "The Mummy" and we were being chase down by a bunch of Agent Smith's from the movie "Matrix Revolutions"

I can't remember the details on the beginning part of my dream but I just remembered that we were being chased and we were on a run. Trying to find a way out, we went to a park and on the park, there was a pay phone. We tried to call for help but was not able to reach anybody, Rachel was worried that the Agents was going to be able to track us down but I told her I was not on the phone long enough for them to complete a trace. I told her not to worry and try to get some rest while we can. A few minutes later, in the corner of my eye.... I saw a black car speeding towards us!! I told her we need to split up and I will let the car chase me instead.... This will give her time to get away. When I saw that she able to get away and safe, I decided to stop and confront the people that was chasing me. When the driver got out of the car, he took of his Agent Smith face and turns out he was M.C. Gainer from the TV series "Lost" I asked him "Why are you chasing us?", he said "Sorry but I can't tell you". This is when I yelled in anger and did a two handed spinning punch (Just like Bison from the video game "Street Fighter") He refused to answer my question and now he was the one running and trying to get away. For some reason, I was having a hard time running and was gasping for air. He was trying to climb a wall but I was able to catch up, jump on the wall and grab his leg to trip him over. I kept asking him "Why are you chasing us?" but he still keep refusing to answer. I put my hand on his face and started dragging him around the park like he was a rag doll with the only thing I'm holding on to was his face. Then I heard somebody screaming!! Turns out there were able to capture Rachel Weisz and instead of Agent Smith's. It was a bunch of Punk Rock band people with spiky hair, no sleeves and a lot of tattoos. I negotiated a even trade.... My prisoner for their prisoner. They accepted my proposal and when Rachel Weisz was walking towards my way. The screen went black!! Followed by gun shots and screaming.... In the back ground, you can hear the Punk Rock band screaming "YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKER!! YOU REALLY THINK I WAS GOING TO LET HER GET AWAY!! YOU DUMB STUPID MOTHER FUCKER....!!"  All of sudden.... We were in my living room watching the blank TV screen hearing the guy screaming and cursing!! I was now panicking because Joshua is sitting too close to the TV and he was listening to this guy screaming and cursing. BEEP!! BEEP!! BEEP!! BEEP!! (alarm clock)

After 15 years of smoking.... Today, I made my decision to finally quit smoking! I am firm on my decision and I will not make excuses.... I will not make blame.... I will not postponed.... I had tried many times before and I had failed.... I know its very difficult.... As a compromise and until I can fully kick this habit. I am only to smoke when there's alcohol involved which only happens once or twice a year. But overall, I made a commitment and I will stand by this decision!! I will not make excuses and say "I'll just buy one more pack of cigarettes", I will not make blame and say "Work is really stressful and I need one to relax", I will not postponed and say "This is my last cigarette and I will quit tomorrow" I will commit to this decision and not only to my health.... I will commit to this decision to my family.... I will be here to see all of my children grow.... I will be here to see all of my children be happy and successful. I will be here to be a father to my children.... I will be here to be a husband to my wife.... I will be here to take care of my family.... I will be here to grow old together with my wife.... I will live longer than my wife so she will never have to experience grief and the pain in losing her husband.... I will live longer than my wife so that when God decide to take her to heaven, I will be there to hold her hand and let her know that I will be just right behind her.... I will live longer than my wife so I can keep my promise.....

   "I will Love You....

            Til they take....

                        My heart....

                                    Away...."

"MOMO!! MOMO" For some reason, my son Jonah is just terrified of Elmo. We have the Tickle me Elmo toy and he was in our closet. Every time our closet door is open and Elmo is just standing there. He would cried out "MOMO!! MOMO!!" He's so scared of Elmo.... Anytime we don't want him to go in the kitchen, we would just put Elmo on the middle of the entrance and this alone will stop him from entering. But if you really think about it. If I were in Jonah's shoes, then I would also be afraid of Elmo. Look at him!! He's a one foot tall puppet with bright red fur, big bulging eyes and a laugh that probably drives the devil himself up the freaking wall!!